Before committing suicide, Riky Rick left a suicide note for his family.

 Before committing suicide, Riky Rick left a suicide note for his family.

‘Dear Bianca, this pain is too much’: Inside Riky Rick’s suicide notes

Before committing suicide, rapper Riky Rick wrote letters to his wife, Bianca Naidoo, and his children, Jordan and Maik.

Riky Rick, a hip hop star, reportedly left three suicide notes to his wife, Bianca Naidoo, and his children, Maik and Jordan, before taking his own life last Wednesday morning.

A source close to the star allegedly shared the suicide notes.


Riky Rick, whose real name is Rikhado Makhado, is said to have sent heartfelt messages to his children’s mother, Bianca Naidoo, as well as his sons Maik and Jordan.According to a source close to the star, he prayed for forgiveness and understanding from his family after committing suicide.He also asked that his family not hold the blame for his death on themselves.Years of depression had taken their toll on the father of two, and he couldn’t stand it any longer.

He hanged himself with a rope in his music studio garage, where his wife and management team discovered him, according to the publication.

The following is an excerpt from his letter to his wife:

“Dear Bianca, this pain is too much. I don’t want you to blame yourself for my life being unbearable.”

“This was the greatest period of my life. You gave me more love than I deserved.”

“Please do not blame yourself. Live your life. Don’t hide the light you gave me every day.”

He also expressed regret for giving up and said he was the one who did so.

“The pain I feel is too much to deal with. The voices in my head have never gone away.”

“I wish I was stronger but I am not. Please forgive me. I love you so much. Be happy. Smile. Everything is okay now.”


According to the article, the father of two also apologized to his son, Maik, who aspires to be like him.

He begs his son to pursue his own passion:

“The other night Maik said he wants to be just like me.

Not better in the sense of useless achievement, but better as in choosing the right path for his heart.”

“Follow your passions, my son. Your world is bigger than anything you could ever imagine. I love you.”

Jordan, his daughter, is the best thing that has ever happened to him, he tells her.

“Jordan, the best thing that ever happened in my life. You taught me so much about myself.”

“Thank you for being so good to me. Thank you for being such an inspiration to me. I love you. I’m sorry.”

“Keep each other close. Love each other. Please don’t blame yourself. I cannot take the pain. I love you. “

Related post