“This was the greatest period of my life. You gave me more love than I deserved.”
“Please do not blame yourself. Live your life. Don’t hide the light you gave me every day.”
He also expressed regret for giving up and said he was the one who did so.
“The pain I feel is too much to deal with. The voices in my head have never gone away.”
“I wish I was stronger but I am not. Please forgive me. I love you so much. Be happy. Smile. Everything is okay now.”
MESSAGES FROM RIKY RICK TO HIS KIDS
According to the article, the father of two also apologized to his son, Maik, who aspires to be like him.
He begs his son to pursue his own passion:
“The other night Maik said he wants to be just like me.
Not better in the sense of useless achievement, but better as in choosing the right path for his heart.”
“Follow your passions, my son. Your world is bigger than anything you could ever imagine. I love you.”
Jordan, his daughter, is the best thing that has ever happened to him, he tells her.
“Jordan, the best thing that ever happened in my life. You taught me so much about myself.”
“Thank you for being so good to me. Thank you for being such an inspiration to me. I love you. I’m sorry.”
“Keep each other close. Love each other. Please don’t blame yourself. I cannot take the pain. I love you. “